These Blogs kinda feel like check-ins, where we can have the talking stick when ever we want!

Where are we?? What the hell is going on? The dust has only just begun to form crop circles in the carpet, sinking feeling....
-Imogen Heap
Hey the Jodster, how do we start a Music list, because that's pretty much the only thing I can connect to right now. I MISS YOU GUYS!!!! and I miss the rainforest. I feel like going back to that mud we so often cursed and apologizing to it, then rolling around in it. Honestly, I love California, but damn the jungle was so fucking cool! My mind feels like a commercial break on TV, way too many things going through it right now. I'm so not down with the stress of living in the states...
Anyways, that trip was a trip. I agree with Marns, it feels like a dream. I don't think I actually realized I was leaving Belize until I was on the plane and the plane started speading up, preparing for take-off, and all those palm trees started going by faster and faster... Only then did it hit me that those trees were staying put, and it was I who would leave them...
Remember the caves? Coming out of the pitch black darkness into this clear golden light and green ferns and dirt? Well right now, I kinda feel like I'm still in the cave, I'm a little disoriented and I'm having a hard time focusing on any one thing, and I know the light is there - I know I'll adjust eventually - but I'm not quite there yet.

Marni, are you going to be in SC for your Bday on the 15th??

Gib, how the fuck is ireland????

Hayley and Jenna, how is Guatemala??

I love you guys oh so much and I miss you all terribly.
Check out the Fiona Apple version of Across the Universe and think of the Bladen:

"Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass they slip away across the universe.
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and carressing me.

Jai Guru Deva Ohm
Nothings gonna change my world...

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on across the universe.
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe.

Jai Guru Deva Ohm
Nothings gonna change my world...

Sounds of laughter, shades of Earth are ringing through my opened ears
Insighting and inviting me.
Limitless undying live which shines around me like a million suns
And calls me on and on across the universe.

Jai Guru Deva Ohm
Nothings gonna change my world...